Lacking Creativity

 I've always thought it would be fun to start a blog of my own since i'm awful at writing in my journal but i always like to look back to see what i've done.  One main problem with me blogging: I lack creativity. BIG TIME. Chances are though, i'll be the only one reading this so it doesn't matter how creative I am or how well I write.  It's whatever! This thing is for me and my awful memory:) and anyone who decides to creep.. I'm sorry for my boring blog. Anyway... moving on.  My life seems to be racing past me right before my very eyes.  I feel like I go to bed, wake up, and it's suddenly 5 months later. How does this happen??

Another issue:  I have a hard time living in the present.  I'm definitely a person that likes to reminisce and think back to the "remember when's" and this is an issue you see because instead of enjoying the life i'm living i'm enjoying the life i used to live.  I recognized this problem of mine many many years ago and i always tell myself i need to fix it but it seems to be something that isn't going to change.  Right now i'm wishing i could go back to last year, or the year before but i'm positive a year from now i'll be wishing i could come back to these very days.  Since i realize this don't you think i should be able to fix it?? Maybe someday i will. I guess we will just have to wait and see. 

Something else about me, I think waaayy  too much! About the silliest of things, too.  My brain is constantly running wild and it never allows me to get a single thing that NEEDS to be done, done.  Doing a homework assignment that should only take me 15 minutes will end up taking an hour due to me spacing off and "daydreaming" about who knows what.  This also means my blogging posts are most likely going to be extremely random and hardly make any sense what so ever.  I'm new at this soooo.... I didn't add any cute pictures or anything and I don't even know how to make the writing cute. Shame.

Looks like i'm not as dumb as i thought i was because i just uploaded a picture!:)
Me and my beautiful sisters on my sister's wedding day. Oh, and Josh. ;)

well, until next time.